I am starting to feel that PW is a stupidest thing i had ever ever done in my life! It is practically soaking up whatever free time I have, if any, and had disrupted my revision for the promos.
The arduous, miscellaneous tasks of paginating and updating of contents page are starting to get on my nerves. What a stupid subject to include for a-levels, and worse still, University admission.
Posted by aquariusblues at 7:35 PM 0 comments
before i even know it, it is already towards the end of the year. by day, the promos are drawing close.
and pressure mounts.
they say, it is the point where you either make or break.
some say, if ur revision has not been underway, then u must be prepared to fail.
i have not started.
am i hoping that my grades would be bestowed upon me?
what a fool i am.
the common tests and lecture tests have proved such things do not happen.
"Do not stand in a place of danger trusting in miracles."
time for a reality check, and to heed this piece of advice.
Posted by aquariusblues at 7:33 PM 0 comments
slept at 400am last night. rushing the evaluation of a PW article. Despite the afternoon nap i had earlier, i had only an effective sleep time of 5- 6 hours. which is actually not too bad, compared to superwoman jiaqi who did not sleep at all, rushing PW like me... and considering the fact she sleeps at 4am every night ever since she came back from RSI, I really wonder how she manages to stay awake...
today was quite an enjoyable day generally, although i was feeling somewhat disconnected. Funny how one lapses into and out of consciousness when they are severely sleep deprived. You just get this weird, 'floating' sensation at times.
Physics was interesting, with Mr lee showing us this Barton expt. (thought it was "button expt" until he spelt the name on the board. Ha..stupid me once again:) Bio Lec was quite slack, watched this national-geographic-styled video on evolution on the Galapagos Islands. then PW was quite monotonous, as usual. and as usual we digressed, talking about sleep patterns, like how there is this stage called rapid eye movement, and we were contemplating the stage at which we would remember our dreams if we woke up then. PE was the worse, as it rained halfway and we had to play captain's ball at the really narrow walkway of the specsgal. Could not run a lot and movement was severely severely restricted.
end of school ^-^
Posted by aquariusblues at 7:29 PM 0 comments
today, we met to discuss PW. as expected, it was really an inefficient meeting but nevermind:) it was quite fun overall, collating the survey results, and just stoning and staring into space at empty void deck of esplande. In the beginning, i guess the aircon wasn't working properly yet, so it was quite stuffy, but things got better later. Then there was this group of dancers dancing a modern dance to an Indian song...and guess what, the song is now stuck in my mind. Pw is REALLY REALLY a waste of time! My whole morning and afternoon was wasted just like that. I guess it was especially bad for Ronnie especially since he was not feeling well.
nothing much to say anymore. shall end here
Posted by aquariusblues at 7:27 PM 0 comments