missing home

Friday, March 30, 2007

It's strange how I don't feel excited about the coming trip. Or about spring break in general.

Spring break is finally here!!! yeah!

I am trying, but it's just not working.

As I walked to my classes today, some folks were already waiting for parents or friends to pick them up. I thought back to how different such breaks meant back in Singapore. I really looked forward to holidays then. There was always this buzz in the air when a holiday drew near, and the holiday mood that I would be in. I did not know the reason back then. But now I see why. It meant short trips with my family. It meant lazing around the house with them. Just spending time together. There is probably a buzz over spring break, but i don't feel it. How I wish, and wish and wish that I can be back home in Singapore.

I suddenly realize why I did not feel the anticipation for any of the trips we have had, or the coming trip to New York. I am looking forward to the trip back to Singapore though. I feel as though I have lost my interest for travelling.

Some have plans to go places or enjoy the sun and the beach. But the lucky ones are those who get to go home...

Holidays are meant for things you really want to do, for you to touch base with where your heart lies...

Anyway, it's just 2 more months! Let the countdown begin:)